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Sooo... I got the quick quills as you ordered. It made my father positively loose his nutters seeing me use it. I lost it myself, for days, afterward. I liked it well enough. Quite tricky at first, due to my own mishandling. I really miss sitting by the Hayatt. I was planning to stay there, when ever. Was really aiming for a job. Perhaps an appartment so I can go to school- when ever. LIke an art degree- perhaps become a media consultant of sourts. I know my aunt meant well, suggesting Chemistry- but it really isn't my forte. Really,  I have taken pills to live her life and ended up getting thrown out of it.  I suppose, it was just too much of a change. People justl ike to complain- they don't really want you to change/ I type horribly in this state but then my mind is stiller... I won't say  I don't over procrastinate or something- cause I do- I'll just say I miss being Japanese.

So... I cried over how rice cakes are made. Something about it, felt too spiritual. I suppose I long to make food like that... for my husband. But... I just am not allowed my own space to cook. I cannot seem to quit my new life style. I regret I am too umpatient wiht my happiness. I am happy I wantto add more happy but I cannot seem to make it work. Of course I have been asking for helip= but when have I ever needed helip from people?

Dummo... lol.
So I go to church alot now. I'm beginning to think of you as sex where as Jesus is love. I litterally know the difference. Well I always did but the difference was schewed with a buncha people trying ot brow beat me into believe in what they want. That bein said- people are so unattractive when not horny. I'm trying my best but as usual its not good enough. Why? Because I haven't eaten enough and I never seem to be able to. The house can fall in on itself if I don't watch it but sometimes you just have no realy interest in the thing. I cannot eat his mother's food. It's all bad for me. As for the art- i drew like one pic and them flopped. Everything fell appart. 
Move my computer to a comfortable place. Now hopefully I can start typing my stories and drawing my art :P hopefully >.< wish me luck? Am so uncomfortable because I didn't drop everything and do the chores she wanted >.< but I was really setting this up. Hopefully things go well? Need to get a better cord for my monitor because its not attractive now :P Maybe things will get better? Well its Christmas season now so yay? :P >.< I am a graphics designer trying to build a porfolio so I can get a good job in my country or internationally. Hopefully. >.< Wish me luck!

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So I go to church alot now. I'm beginning to think of you as sex where as Jesus is love. I litterally know the difference. Well I always did but the difference was schewed with a buncha people trying ot brow beat me into believe in what they want. That bein said- people are so unattractive when not horny. I'm trying my best but as usual its not good enough. Why? Because I haven't eaten enough and I never seem to be able to. The house can fall in on itself if I don't watch it but sometimes you just have no realy interest in the thing. I cannot eat his mother's food. It's all bad for me. As for the art- i drew like one pic and them flopped. Everything fell appart. 

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Iblis Kitsune
Artist | Professional | Digital Art
Trinidad and Tobago
23. 5ft 10in. 2nd yr Associates Student. 3 jobs as designer.
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